A famous sportsman's wife, Jane Mcgrath, who had been campaigning for breast cancer prevetnion and treatment died yesterday after battling cancer for 11 years. People remember her strengths and her roles as a wonderful wife, mother and a contributing adult. She had cancer 3 times since being diagnosed 11 years ago. Can't help but feeling life can be quite unpredictable. Everyone of us will die one day - be it sooner of later. What's there to look for in life? Seeing your children grow up? What if they grow up and be a nuisance to the society? Seeing your parents gro w old and frail and eventually die? There are so many things in life that are beyond our control. Do we take charge of our life and mae changes to those that you have control over??
Yesterday children complained that I cooked porridge for them again. They complained about the food and that really irritated me. Don't they know I hate to cook too.Cooking and eating and than having to eat the leftovers because my kids won't eat the food really is most discouraging. I know it's not my cooking skills, it's just children love their ideas of food. Fried chicken, burgers etc. These are definitely not healthy for them Food at restaurant - what do they have in their cooking? Who can tell? Maybe like what I say Joe will bring them out for dinner everyday and saved me the hassle of shopping and cooking.
Looking at the house now it's like being ransacked by burglers. If I have to cane them everytime they mess up the place, they will have lots of cane marks on their bodies. Nobody likes people that are messy. Keep telling them to clean up their own mess ahd help out but the kids not able to heed the advice. Joe's indifference in my life is also most annoying. He is happy as it is. Even when I act up and be totally unreasonable, he is as cool as cucumber. Having someone near and yet felt so far apart is not what I want in a life's partner. He is better off without me as I don't even know what is in his mind. He always into his newspaper and reading and I likewise in my TV shows and Books. Will live life this way where we have no interactions and the only thing that is keeping us together is the responsibility of raising our children. That's really some kind of life!
Joe is a good catch actually. He is fianancially sound, a good career, gentle personality, can leave you to do whatever you want, damn patient but a sensitive woman will be easily hurt so you must be a tough cookie. Blood tyoe O+ is good for him. He is unable to handle AB+ as they are just the total opposite k.
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Hello My Dear!
I think I can feel you being trapped. After getting your Master and being financially independant for so many years, you must be finding it tough to be dependant on another person and doing what seem meaningless work at home.
But you must keep reminding yourself about the bigger picture, that you are a stay-at-home mum for a good cause. It is a blessing to be at home with kids and watch them grow! Every kid is a unique individual and there is no one perfect way of raising up a child. Remember there is a thousand and one way of crossing the road? How many have you tried? Dont repeat the same method if it doesnt work. Continue to find the way and I am sure you will find THE way to deal with them, especially the boys. They are handsome young men and I believe they will grow up to be contributing adults under your tutelage.
As for Joe, i guess men are the same. When i go XIAO, Chin choose to keep quiet and leave me alone too. They just want to leave us alone and cool down. They know when we have decided to be OK we will be ready to talk to them. Dont ASSUME he does not care! He is just caring in his own way and you have to appreciate that sometimes. Joe is a sweet Papa and he is your asset too! Cool down and dont loose the channel of communications. It is important that you sit and talk to him and share with him your feelings. You two may not find a solution to it immediatelt but at least the issue gets registered and a solution will fall in place soon. Dont be so negative about your marriage, it is no good. Call me Old School but i believe every couple should work towards growing old together. I believe it is so beautiful to grow old with someone you know. Smile and come on! Love WHO you MARRY!
Lots of Love!
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