Child care arrangement

Joe now chooses to attend school from Tuesday till Thursday and everyday he would stay till rather late in school.

I have been trying to cope with this arrangement as the boys are really horrible.
I will have to tell Joe that he will go to school everyday and report back home by 3pm. Everyday fetching them is a chore too as the boys will be busy playing and they always say they could not see my car.

The boys without any body looking after them while I cook is disaster. Channery follwed their example and she fell down from the window and hurt herself. She was bleeding from the nose and probably had hit her nose afer falling down from the window frame. I could not cope with the kids running around and me tied up with the housework. The boys simply won't heed my advice when I tell them not to play ball game at home. They were either watching TV non stop or running around the house.

I am always angry these days and I know it's scary. Sometimes I got so angry that I lost control. Just now I pulled Chantz's hair so hard and felt so great to be able to pay back. something must be done if not I don't know what will happen