What's yr thoughts?

Everyday I will check facebook to see what my friends were doing and sometimes there are good news and sometimes there are bad ones. Being so far away means you can't be there for them when they need a shoulder to cry on or having someone to celebrate with them.

Actually writing all the posts and I wondered if anyone really does read them. I am trying to acknowledge others whenever I see a post from them. Actually, when sending out a post and receiving a note that someone has read it is most assuring. When u write a post, you kinda give a little of your true self. Sometimes, there is no need to comment since other friends have commented but having different views and opinions are most interesting. Frankly speaking, I hide most of the games, farms posting/invitations since I realized I do not like having them taking up space. when I do that, people can also choose to hide my posts too. Maybe there are friends who are so fed up with my postings that they hide my entries forever :>

Btw my friends commented I am too serious in my response many a times. Well! If everything goes and nobody dares to speak their minds or the truth, something is definitely going to give. I am honest and try to be sensitive but somehow " 言者无心 听者有意”。 I am not preaching anyone but I am definitely not comfortable to be the bypasser and choose not to do anything.

I have many friends whom I think are worthy to befriend but somehow they kinda disappoint me. Whenever I send them a message/ smile/ hug, they choose to ignore. That is most frustrating as it might have many meaning... They don't really regard u as friend or that they simply too "bochap". Anyway, I will be a saint if I say that I am not affected by the lack of affection from these friends. On the other hand, once in a while, I received some "attentions" from friends and I will be so happy. My life does not revolve around my friends but having some acknowlegemnet is like striking lottery.

I have decided to limit my time on facebook so that I have time for other things. I have not been reading as much as I used to do so maybe its time to catch up with my readings. The lastest book I am reading is " Bringing up boys" and I seem to lack motivation to finish it. Lack of concentration since I am always distracted to go facebook.